love story.

Hey.

It’s been a while since I last update. So much has happen lately. Good things I must say. I wish to stress this again, that I have never been much more happier than I am now. Life has been going exactly where I want it to. I’m a happy woman! =)

Been doing some catching up with the besties. Every moment with them is bliss, thanks loves. Wan is going to NS on the 10th and Ria is still in HTA. Meeting them is a rare opportunity and thus I treat every meetup like gem. 

School has been an ok-factor for me. Presentation for Occupational Safety is done. So now I’m left with Assignment 2 for Law, Project for ECP and report for my Occupational Safety. Oh ya, and definitely exams. grrr. 

In Feb, went out with a couple of people. Even managed to catch up with the cousins. Abg Ayi, Khairul and Ain. Love you all to bits. Later after that Armin came  to Esplanade to fetch us. Thank you love. Appreciate it. I have been so frigging pampered lately. haha. After having dinner at Tamp and sending the kuzzies back, Armin send me home. Those moments were irreplaceable. 

For whatever it is worth, me and Armin are taking it a step at a time. Its good really. We are happy where we are now. 5 years plus of history. Hot & Cold relationship as I called it. heh. The feelings never did really go away. It works for both ways. Maybe if we got together in the past, we would not have what we have now. He’s a great friend. And Armin, even though you don’t express yourself anymore, I can feel the love from you. So don’t worry, I am ok with it. As we both agreed, we are dating. Thus, wouldnt wanna rush into stuffs. and oh, thanks for yesterday baby.

For E, well, its weird considering still seeing him in class. But he’s a good friend now. My classmates are good people and they are seriously fun to hang out with.

I am missing my best friends already.

I need to get back to my ECP notes now. Have a quiz later on. Going out with a friend later and after that school.

And oh, me and Liyana are planning a reunion for CSS. A gathering. Hope it goes well. 

xoxo.

crush.

“I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time
Deep inside it was a rush, what a rush

‘Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way
About me, just too much, just too much

Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think when you’re all alone
All the we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it really just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
‘Cause I’ve tried and tried to walk away
But I know this crush ain’t going away..”

crush – david archuleta

bliss&calculatedrisk

Thanks for the perfect afternoon darlings. Appreciate your company. Wouldnt have made it through without the both of you. Love you both to bits and pieces. =)

 

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2008.2009.

The transition from 2008 to 2009 was kinda a hard one for my family. I should safely say that all of us are still shocked by the incident that has befallen our family. Nonetheless, we believe in takdir. Allah lagi Maha Besar dan lagi Maha Mengetahui. December 2008 was an eventful one. Filled with pain and sorrow. I have not been blogging for a while now so it seems there’s just so much to say.

3rd December, my grandfather passed away at CGH. Den on 24th December, my uncle also passed away at CGH. See what I mean. 2 deaths in the family just within three weeks. I am still sad cos I didnt get to c my uncle for the last time. I was to depart on Christmas eve for Langkawi and Penang. We already decided to cancel the trip. However the travel agency is only willing to refund us only 50% of the amount that we paid. In other words, forfeit 600 bucks! Its a lot of money if you asked me. All my other relatives asked us to just proceed. Some of my family members were already overseas. Thus I can say at least a quarter of us didnt get to see arwah. But I believe in Allah. I noe everything happens for a reason. 

Due to this trip, I miss the engagement party of my best friend, Zakiah on the 27th. Z, I’m so sorry that I didn’t manage to attend. Congratulations and I wish you and Mamat the very best.

School has started again. And I have tendered my resignation. My last day will be on the 6th Feb. Long story, seriously. Let it go down with me. Anyway, thanks to everyone who has stood by me. ILY all.

Endnote. Looking forward to meeting the loves.

xoxo.

Disturbia with Spotty

“Your mind is in disturbia
It’s like the darkness is the light
Disturbia
Am I scaring you tonight
Your mind is in disturbia
Ain’t used to what you like
Disturbia
Disturbia”

The last post describe the way I am feeling. Im still feeling the aftermath of Thursday’s event. How I wish I am able to turn back time and relive everything again. 

 

Rihanna

its 11.40 pm. 

all i can say is that the concert on Thurs was awesome.

will do all updating tmr afternoon.

im shagged.

loves.